Out of The Gloom
Saturday, October 14th, 2006So, an old story is retold. Old lover came back into my life. Shouldn’t I be happy? Well, I am happy. But something inside me tells me not to fly up too high, so if I shall fall again, it won’t be as painful as it was before.
I was trapped in a mixed-up world. Confusion. Didn’t know who to trust, what was true.Which facts were lies and which ones were not. And the only one I could probably trust was me and only ME.
Actually, I have been very happy no matter what happened. I have all my friends, my family, my crush (hmm,,). I’m happy that they all care about me. Or did I just try so hard to convince myself that I HAVE BEEN superbly HAPPY? I don’t know. What I know is that I have to live my life to its fullest. Live today.
So the day before yesterday, there had been HIM. But yesterday he wasn’t there. Here he comes back today. Will he be there tomorrow?
This is a second chance. For him, for me, for us. And although that I wasn’t really sure at the first time, I will try. Yes, I will try to recall all the feelings that I used to feel. May be I will learn to forget, but first now I’m going to learn to forgive..
Well, happy come-back, Zeke..
